I HATEEEE MY PHONE

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 omg...so hello......yeah...I know.... I'm back but idk if I really am....ok so...I hateee my phone. let me explain. I hate that i have an insane dependency on my phone. I'm basically its slave and it my master in some way. Think about it, your phone being stolen or you even not seeing your phone is like such a big deal. I hate that about my phone, I'm basically its bodyguard on top of that..., my lord...... arghh...... I have to feed it also daily (charge it) and arghhh...its pissing me off. Ok, breathe chile...omg...breathe...ok,but let's keep it a buck. I cannot survive this world without my phone.... heh...siwezi......like that's my baby..my assistant...my link to the rest of the world...my key from isolation...my point of creativity....that's my person so yeah...I lowkey hate this cause dafuq

ok let me be more specific...I hate how I always end up being distracted by my phone. Anytime I have something I need to do, and my phone is around, I always end up either procrastinating or flat out forgetting what I was doing cause nitaingia doomscrolling TikTok or Instagram or even twitter (or X 😒) and just like that, I've wasted so much unaccounted time and that pisses me of. I sometimes have to literally switch off my phone or lock it in a drawer for me not to use it and damn....i hate that....i hate it so bad...it kills my productivity and ability to be a better version of myself. It makes me feel like those 600pound life people eating a XXL pizza...I feel disgusting after my phone wastes my time

so, now you get why I hate my phone. So, idk I think we need to make the 2000 iconic phones back in fashion and basically cancel internet culture (me when I lie😂) I just want to manage my phone use that's what I mean

I'm starting to do this writing stuff so that I can get my mind off using my phone constantly.... plus...this feels so productive.......like ok scholarrrr...ok.... get into it multi-talented king.... ok now I'm being cocky.... but I mean...you know the vibes

ok so now I'm done...I just wanted a quick rant that I can remember later on in life...like I actually do everything for the plot cause enyewe why not...why not...so do that crazy thing today 

bye I'm going to go on my phone now 😓

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